I love today

I just sent some messages out to people I don't even know. It's funny as I write this I feel the spirit so strongly. I am humbled to know and know of people who struggle through life and through determination and courage, they accomplish miraculous things. I want you all to know that I have given my problems over to God and because of this, I don't feel the anger and frustration of the daily pressures of life. Yes, I want to move but it's more a lack of patience than anger that drives me.

People who don't understand some situations don't feel what I am talking about. I don't always make it to church, but my mine and heart are on Jesus Christ and the sacrifice most of the time. With the reminders from my wonderful family and friends on FB, I can keep my heart in a good place most of the time.

I am grateful for my church (LDS) and I know for me, it's true. I also know that all that I've been taught and what I am going through in life is for my benefit. I love my family and will be ever so grateful for the blessings I receive everyday. I love writing how I feel and I love seeing how diverse I seem to be...

Thank you for reading my blog and just letting me share some of myself with you. I'm truly humbled to have so much and appreciate all that I have...thank you again...love u all...

Living la vida loca

Or am I? It's a possibility that I could be. I've been brightening up my life with colors, many colors... Sticking mainly to pink and purple. I guess because of so many years of blues and solid colors, I've been gravitating to a happier field. I love it...crazy stuff. I just felt it should be noted as I just realized it was progressing that way. Another progress is that Gary is having a harder time driving at night. It scared me and Dad last night, so I took over and brought us home.

Two changes happening at the same time. Strange as it seems I guess I will accept the possibilities of these things and just keep enjoying my life. It has been a busy last few weeks. I went to Dodi and Brian's wedding and it was really fun. Suzie was so happy and I was really proud that Dodi found a very awesome guy. Debi, on the other hand is dealing with some problems. With a future of questionable availability of seeing her children, it will be a tough call. The divorce is final as of Monday, February 4th... She does have a new beau and he seems ok, though I hope neither one is rebounding from the problems they are having with their perspective former spouses. It's crazy...

This last month has seemed unreal in some ways. I still feel as if this isn't really happening. I know we are moving, but it feels like a dream yet. Well, since this whole thing seems sorta random, I'll try to write with more since next time... For today? This is how I roll....love ya.